I was online today, looking at things and what not, and I don't know if I'm grumpy, or annoyed or what, but man. I'm so glad people I know, can't read my mind, because I'm pretty sure they'd think I was a very negative person.
Sure, I can be gracious and understanding, sympathetic and all of the stuff I've been told I have. But theres times where I'm brutally honest, good thing I only mumble it to myself when no one is around, or I'm pretty sure I'd lose a friend or two.
As I've gotten older, I find myself disgusted with some peoples decisions, of course I don't say anything.
I'm afraid one day, It's all going to come out, and I'm gonna get hell for having my own opinion. I guess that's why i should have a zipper installed on my mouth?
I know that my mom and I are very different people, and when I crack a joke, on rare occasion it will offend her. Or my terminology. Bad part is, I know if I said that same thing around family, I'd probably get the look of death and maybe even pulled aside by someone.
Hallelujah for filters and common sense!
Don't worry Heidi! I suffer from the same thing. The only thing is my family is so awesomely huge that no one really wants to call you out, because then they look bad. My mom will give me a look every now and then, but I know she knows me well enough that she is not all that surprised, whether she approves or not. I think you are a super sweet person and should be your self always!!
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