As I was running around cleaning my house like a mad man, I was noticing all the things I was picking up. Cars, DSi games, more cars, legos, the list goes on. And then the thought hit me, I can't possibly imagine my life, without my kids!!
Without my kids, I would:
-be lonely
-never slip and fall on a hot wheels cars
-never step on a lego, barefoot
-never wake up to cold hands and feet being put on my warm sleepy self
-not know what to do with my days
-not have anyone call me Mommy
-not have the fun of going and buying a variety of girl and boy clothes, in their perspective sizes
-not have to turn off the xbox 360, many times daily (Landon turns it on as it's at his level)
-not do 8 loads of laundry in a day
-not cook 3 meals a day
-not change 6 diapers a day
-not have to go up to Seattle every few days
-not go to the park, swimming pool, water park, achievement days and pediatrician appointments
And a MILLION other things. But, WITH my kids, I have learned to:
-be loving
-be kind
-be patient
-be sincere
-be genuine
-be honest
-be healthy
-learn to cook a massive variety of things
-watch my actions, in every way, 2 small people are watching
-teach my children about the blessing of life, and the many that just our family has received
-appreciate every single milestone
-appreciate legos, they really are an art, honestly
-love cars
-laugh at MANY things, funny or not
-give countless hugs and kisses, even if I'm in a funky mood
-do more pretty hairstyles
-cut little boy's hair (sorta)
-appreciate the sacrifices that everyone in our family goes through, for them
And so on and so on. I can't believe Leena is almost 9, she's not fully a lady, but we're working on the bot things she in advertantly does, per the boys at school teaching her. Landon is my car and toe enthusiast. He loves to gives hugs, blow kisses and most importantly, talk to stangers. He greets everyone at the park with a big warm smile and a cheerful "HI!!! HI!!" It melts them all. I'd be a lost soul without my kids, I really can't imagine how my life would be so drastically different, and I'm not sure if it would be in a good or bad way. But with them, I feel so whole and happy, they are my little healers when I'm having a a bad day, the sweet hugs and kisses and "I love you Mommy", maked every ounce of bad day, just vanish. I love those little kids more than anything!






